Today your site just came up magically and it brought tears to my eyes... I miss you so much in my life and the time we spent in your 28 years was just not enough time for me. You made me proud to be your Mom. I think about Lucas Ryan Knight so much, because he was the kind of guy who always had a positive attitude. His motto was Smile Now...Cry Later. Today I was sad about a encounter with a situation that financially was too much for me to handle and no one seems to be able to believe me and help me defend myself over a liar and credit card fraud scammer, who was awarded Thousands of dollars, be taken from me. I can't afford at this time to be without money so I can pay my bills... I just feel helpless. I wished Lucas was here to assure me everything is going to be all right. He could magically sooth my soul. He always wanted to shield me from all harm, and when he felt he needed to protect me he would put his arms around me and hold me close to him, kiss me and tell me "Mom I'm here and everything is going to be Okay" That's all it took. I just relaxed and let him support my weak body and soul and cry it out. He was confident his strength would overcome my weakness and we would get through anything as long as we were together. I Miss him today....God Blessed me to have had him in my life. For that I am forever thankful. I do feel better, just mentioning his name. I believe if I look inside myself, I will find all the trust I need deep down inside of me, to move forward looking to better each day I wake up and not dwell in the past...walk forward in the present with hope & faith, will be the pathway to my peace of mind and soul. To You Lucas...You are a constant inspiration even in your absence.... My Love Forever, is with You. I'm the Proudest Mom in the world!
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Happy Birthday Lucas.
Love you and Miss you terribly.
Sarah
To my Dear Sweet Loving Baby Boy,
Today your site just came up magically and it brought tears to my eyes...
I miss you so much in my life and the time we spent in your 28 years was
just not enough time for me. You made me proud to be your Mom. I think about
Lucas Ryan Knight so much, because he was the kind of guy who always had a positive attitude. His motto was Smile Now...Cry Later. Today I was sad about a encounter with a situation that financially was too much for me to handle and no one seems to be able to believe me and help me defend myself over a liar and credit card fraud scammer, who was awarded Thousands of dollars, be taken from me. I can't afford at this time to be without money so I can pay my bills... I just feel helpless.
I wished Lucas was here to assure me everything is going to be all right.
He could magically sooth my soul. He always wanted to shield me from all harm,
and when he felt he needed to protect me he would put his arms around me and
hold me close to him, kiss me and tell me "Mom I'm here and everything is going
to be Okay" That's all it took. I just relaxed and let him support my weak
body and soul and cry it out. He was confident his strength would overcome my
weakness and we would get through anything as long as we were together. I Miss
him today....God Blessed me to have had him in my life. For that I am forever thankful. I do feel better, just mentioning his name. I believe if I look inside myself, I will find all the trust I need deep down inside of me, to move forward looking to better each day I wake up and not dwell in the past...walk forward in the present with hope & faith, will be the pathway to my peace of mind and soul.
To You Lucas...You are a constant inspiration even in your absence....
My Love Forever, is with You. I'm the Proudest Mom in the world!
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